kebingungan

the other day, i've decided to quit netball..

but, after a friendly match last week (which i did'nt attend), few of my team mate sighed..because of the performance of the new player that replacing us, the retired one. and julie did ym me, to talk about this matter..and persuade me to join this masum. furthermore, the coming masum is in sabah, its my place..
hurmm..

and today, maybe i'll changed my mind. but... if i do wanna participate in this coming masum, there's a lot of stuff that need to be settled down.

since the masum falls on while i'm undergoing the industrial training this MEI, i have to apply for a leave, to UHKI and to the company i work with. its a bit complicated, as the industrial training coordinator stated at the briefing, we are not allowed to take more than 3 days leave, so it might be tough.

so, wish me luck tomorrow..and i hope, they will simply approved my application, so that i can participate on this masum..it'll be my last masum.

*2007 usm open*

psm lagi..

huhu..huhuhu..n more huhuhuh..
due date is around the corner..
tp my final year project..tak siap2 lagi..
lab test pon x gerak since last week..
whats happening to me...

uwaaa...
malas+taktau+bengong+blur+masa..
isk..mcm2...
the most don't-want-to-know-n-look thing for me now is calendar..
benci la mau tgk all the dates..yg come n go so fast...
knapa kita kena buat psm..kenapa psm buat kita...knapa psm ngn kita...
to all frens that struggling for their psm, just like me, i wish us all good luck..

can't wait to finished all this, my degree...
can't wait to take a step further..
to try my luck in the new world called career...
can't wait for beetle volkswagen..hehehe...


so..here's my most-hate date for the coming days...

21st march - financial management project due
22nd march - seminar green card CIDB
24th march - test pengurusan loji
26th march - test baikpulih struktur
28th march - test pengurusan pembinaan
29th march - financial management test

14th april - final exam starts
29th april - seminar PSM2

5th may - indsutrial training starts


yeehaa....to make me feel better, i kept reminding myself, the faster days goes by, the faster i'll leave all this and move to another phase of my life...

hummmmm..think positive..think positive....

K E T E R B A T A S A N

segala sesuatu dalam dunia ini bersifat terbatas

begitupun kita manusia

kekuatan tenaga, fikiran dan perasaan kita

selalu berhujung pada batas-batasnya

namun dalam keterbatasan itulah

sesungguhnya Tuhan menganugerahkan rahmatnya

di mana kita diajari menjalani hidup

berdasarkan kemampuan masing-masing

seperti menuang air ke dalam cawan

banyak air harus padan dengan volume cawan

sayangnya kita sering takbur

tanpa sedar pada keterbatasan

kita selalu ingin mendapat yang lebih dan infiniti

kita merasa diri kuat bagai karang di laut

padahal, jika saja tahu

batu karang pun berlubang-lubang karena terkikis air

menyadari keterbatasan diri

adalah cara terbaik untuk bersyukur

me, myself, and only me

never i talk about myself on any of my post..

my opinion, what i think, what i feel
as for this boring night, i'll talk about myself

well, i am comfortable being me..i love myself so much..
i ain't hypocrite..i will do what i wanna do, no matter what people say
i don't really care what people say on me, org ngumpat ke, nak ckp2 blakang ke, kutuk ke..
as long as i know what i do..
besides, bukan i mntak duit pon kt dorg yg sedap becakap tu.
i'm being me without using their money..
so either its true or not, i don't care what they say..mulut dorg, not mine

and for me, i'll say what i want..on anything, on people..
so, if i can say what i want, people can say anything about what they think of me, really, i don't mind..
everyone has their own opinion..
either its true or not, as long as i know what i do..
if its true, i terasa la, if not, so what...

kritikan itu membina
think positive

and me
i will keep on rocking!
never been this happy

i will be

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, 'cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
'cause I will never let you go

'Cause without you I can´t sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I’ve got, you’re all I want
Yeah...
And without you I don’t know what I’d do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need