a bit relieved

glad that i've done my part for the concrete design project,
good luck to my other group members who struggling right now

glad that i've started typing my thesis,
good luck for myself for tomorrow hopefully-final lab test

glad that i've talked to mum about everything,
i loooove and miss u so much

glad that i have hubby who always being there for me,
thanks b.........mmuaahh!!!

shuh..shuh..

hey,
u and anyone are welcome here..
but don't make a stupid judgment from your tiny little brain,
if u don't love it here, the entry, the environment,
why don't u just leave..anyone..LISTEN!! its my blog, if u disagree with me, just leave ok
its simple...
everybody has their own opinion,
its my blog anyway (how many time should i repeat this??)
as i said earlier, click the 'x' button, or press Alt+F4,

and especially you, yes, i mean YOU
please stop involving other people in your business
if u dare to start, u will dare to face it, without begging for sympathize from other,
and without dragging other people to your problem,
why..are u scared??
because its u the one who start it first,
bare in mind, that i am not afraid of u..

come on, if u really dare to challenge me,
why don't u just leave your comment on my blog,
instead of involving and dragging people around,
look at u,
u are so pathetic..

come on..
live in real world,
don't mix one thing with another,
u should have known how to categorized your business

stop messing around
and please leave my blog if u are unhappy with it
stop bothering me..

i never care of u,
what u write
what u did
i do care of what u did to me,
because its involved me,
but i just expressed it through my blog,
and if u want me, to really show,
that i don't like u, u will get what u want,
as soon as u wanted it to,
don't u think it is better for me to expressed it here, instead of making any further action??

saya tidak kacau orang melainkan orang tersebut kacau saya dulu...sekian.

haven't

it's 11, and i'm just awake..

i supposed to still sleeping by now, because i sleep quiet late last night

but its just my brain is working, and i just can't close my eyes..damn!!!

because i'm worried..

final exam is around the corner

the concrete design project haven't done yet

so do my psm

the stuff prof ask me to submit, also haven't done yet

ok..relax..one by one ok...

Things to do :-

• design concrete project (progress 50%)

• psm (lab progress-90% , thesis progress 40%)

• final exam revision ( 0%)
  

bang bang boom!!!

weeks ago we are told by the faculty that there will be an exam called EXIT EXAM on friday, which is yesterday..and the questions based on all subjects we have learned since first semester of our first year..we are allowed to bring books during the exam, but not allowed to discuss it with other..

so..ok la..i didn't prepare anything at all..because i don't really had the mood on taking this exam..even when i'm about to leave the house before going to the exam yesterday, i didn't bring any books..but mela force me to bring some books then i bring like 5 books..

just when we arrived at DK F, we noticed a slide presentation in front, it a taklimat on the outcome-based-learning..stupid kan...

then the lecturer in-charge made an introduction

the lec : u are here today..is actually for...

suddenly my friends who seat on my row shout out loud BANG BANG BOOM!!!

the lec : hehehe... (and continued the taklimat)

ya la..it looks like they lied to us, to everybody..so that a large numbers of student will attend this so not interesting taklimat..they knew it, that students won't attend such taklimat during a soooo busy time like this..so, good strategy guys...u got me!!


not even 15minutes after the taklimat started, i went out, from the lecture hall, to have a drinks with my friends, at the nearest cafe..haha...and i even had roti telur..then we enter the lecture hall few minutes before the BANG BANG BOOM end...

(note : BANG BANG BOOM is a tv show that have the same concept with PUNK'D and quiet similar like JUST FOR LAUGH..hmmm)

serapuh-rapuh kerapuhan, sekuat-kuat kekuatan

serapuh-rapuh kerapuhan
dengan kehilangan part-time-job aku yg bernilai 200rm 2hari,
kerana kebengapan binarts tu kan..yg aku tulis kt blog aku tu opinioin aku, freedom of speech la bak kate org skrg, yg binarts tu trase lak tu pe kes...lol...smpai ngadu kat bos segala bagai, meraih undi ngn membelanja semua kengkawan opis..adeh la...
smpai binarts itu menagis-nangis u'ols..mnangis dpn tunang org..adeh la skali lg..aku x tulis pon name ko kt post aku tu, yg ko trase tu ape hal..btol la kate org, sape makan cili die la trase pedasnye..
ni blog aku, register sndrk kt google..email aku, password aku..suke ati la nk tulis pe..x suke, agkat kaki la (kat hujung atas sblh kanan window tu kan ade tanda 'x' click je kt situ..or tekan Alt + F4 )
geramnye i terlepas kerja 2hari yg senang, dengan gaji lumayan tu..


sekuat-kuat kekuatan
tapi bley g mampos ngan binarts tu..takkan skali kali melemahkan i k..
i makin kuat lagi, bila mengetahui rakan-rakan opis adalah di sebelah dan belakang saya..mereka sebelahkan saya ya...
dan maybe 200rm stp 2hari tu bukan la rezeki i..i redha..
i jadi kuat, kerna tidak perlu meraih undi dengan menggoreng kue teow utk dibawa ke opis supaya semua org bleh makan, or i tidak perlu membelanja semua orang nasi ayam sebagai lunch ye..tapi undi2 ko xdapat pon..
so..bley blah ngko..muka hodoh, perangai malu jew..dressing yyeeewww..tu ke ko kate ko blajar U n masih muda..ade hati ngn tunang org yg 2tahun lbh muda dr u..adeh la..

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serapuh-rapuh kerapuhan
final project i yg cam no-words-can-describe tu kan..ngan supervisor yg susah banget mau jmpa..
rase nk gila..isk...sehingga berhenti ke lab dlm tempoh lebih kurang 2minggu lamanya..

sekuat-kuat kekuatan
tidak i sedar, rupanya ade technician yg baik hati en.rahim, ade bf yg sgt baik slalu tlg-syauqi..and bnyk lagi benda best2 berbanding berjumpa penyelia..many other people can answer..so what more do i need, beside i have myself, my strength, before determining the soil shear strength..
ketiadaan penyelia di sisi nampaknya bukan masalah besar di situ..
aku harus kuat..

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serapuh-rapuh kerapuhan
projek baikpulih struktur..yg ahli group nya semua sempoi2 belaka..hingga terfikirkan yang mungkinkah projek i takkan siap..sehingga hampir ke masa presentation, ahli group masih lagi tidak nampak progress nya..

sekuat-kuat kekuatan
daripada tunggu-menunggu, i memulakan sendirian k..1/4 dikerjakan i seorang..beserta dengan meletak garis panduan, untuk memudahkan ahli lain menyiapkan projek tanpa perlu perbincangan...baki 3/4 lain dikerjakan oleh 6org lelaki yang lain..fair enough kan..
its ok..everything's gonna be alright..u are strong cinoi!!!

and..banyak lagi sebenarnya saya sedang hadapi sekarang...a lot..
i wish i am strong...

jika dunia..
aku yang punya..
akan ku dirikan..
sebuah syurga..malam tanpa siang..
untuk ku bermimpi sepanjang masa..
tanpa kecewa..bertemankan bintang yang setia..
bagaikan putri..kisah khayalan..
yang hidupnya suci dan sempurna..
tapi sayang..hanyalah impian..
bulan tak bisa tumbuh di taman..
dan bila..mentari datang..
pulanglah segala kenyataan..

KEGILAAN

en jahayah telah mengumumkan bahawa test kewangan adalah pada hari esok

dan saya sangatlah tidak bersedia

aarrggghhh..ini satu kegilaan yang tidak dapat dinafikan lagi

april fool abes..pndai ek, tiba-tiba test esok..

saya akan habis esok...

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