sekalung penghargaan

*sarra and fiance*

to ajiem,
thanx for designing my Bachelor Degree Project Poster..

to sarra,
thanx for settling everything when i am busy with my papers..

selesai

at last...i've done with all my exam...
yeah..Alhamdulillah..
walaupun i jawab macam tiada arah tuju..
ya la kan..preparation memang out la..
i busy dengan projek sarjana muda i..even b4 exam tadi pon masih lagi sawan menyiapkan psm ..
tadi mak aih..dah la ngantuk..masa menjawab tu..susah lagi..
azabnya ku rasa...
hmm..tidak mengapa la..
asalkan sudah lepas semuanya..
sampai sahaja di rumah, sara tunjukkan poster i yang sudah di print..
marvellous..good job ajim..tq u soo much...
sekarang tinggal pikir mau present projek tu esok..
lepas tu merdeka la aku sebagai pelajar...
ya..merdeka..sikit saja lagi..akan kukecapi..

cinoi lavigne <<>>reinforced concrete design

i don't think we made a good partner..
this is our 2nd attempt yyyoouuu...
but still, i don't think we made it..
never..
its just this time pon maybe just nice je..boleh2 la..
less than 12hours from now, its the climax of our relationship..
which will test how good we are together..
but i know, we never be a perfect partner..
i just can pray that everything will be ok tomorrow..
aarrgghhh..its a 3hours battle...mangkuk btol la reinforced concrete design subject..
hate maybe a lil bit harsh, but i don't think i like u..
good grade maybe too far, just hope that i'll pass...
*sigh*

...sambung study....

kegilaanku...

tadi pukul1.10 pagi tgh malam buta..
i baru balik dr umah supervisor final projek i..
mau x gile nye tu..
i g sane ngn openg...
kul9 smpai umah prof...
openg 2jam..i 2jam..
tp puas hati..sbb bnyak bende yg i dpt dr prof..
tp mmg gile..kat ofis, stp hari waktu bekeja..susah banget nk jmpe die..
akhirnya kat umah die bncang pasal final prjek ni..
mau x gile nye..
tp x smpat pon amik pic..huh..
skrg ni bnyak la keje..
tapi masih tergamak mau memblogkan diri..
kalau la final projek tu mcm blog..
dh lame siap..
tp tidak..uhuh...
dah la..tak tergamak pulak rasenye nk membebel pnjg lg..
kerja menanti untuk dikerjakan..
doink doink..

bbq kejiranan

last night i had a bbq
with ma housemate and neighbour..
3 house in a row ok....
tapi semuanya sudah diceritakan di sini
wut more could i say...
hmm...
jimat la sket tenaga menaip, otak n akal fikiran..
sumanya ada di situ ya..
dgn pixes nya skali...

loosing for good

i feel that i am going to lose someone
adik yang dipanggil abg.. 1st son of the family..
getting married soon..
sungguh tidak i sangka... budak kecik yg i anta g tadika kemas dulu2..
yg menangis masa rmbut panjangnya smpai ke pinggang dipotong sbbkena masuk skolah..
yg berlari semula nak balik ke rumah sbb xnak g skolah tadika..
yg wlupon dh tggi lampai..masih lg i anggap budak kecik...
membina masjid dulu daripada i..
isk..isk..isk...
but if it is for good..yes it is..
i will try to accept it..
bro, i hope u learn something about life and responsibility..
may the force be with u..
and may God bless u..
and ingat mummy n daddy....

princess in pink

loookk!!! wut i've found during the room cleaning session...huhh..ade lg rupenye die...dis is a pressie from my cuzzie few years ago..my very the handsome cuzzie hardy daniel a.k.a adik....la..la..la..

lalu sarra pon jadikan bahan bacaan dia skrg..maklum la..dia kan jobless..hahaha..msti sentap kn ko cik sarra....jgn marah ya cik sarra...satu2 nya job die skrg slain baca buku ni is my room manager..yeah...haha..so xde la jobless sgt..boleh2 la...hahaha...doink doink..

sarang saya

yes..yes...sarang saya ya...my beloved room..tempat i berkurung (erk..tejangkit pnyakit seseorg kah), tempat tdo, makan, wat psm..n tmpat smpan harta karun yg telah dikumpul selama 4tahun dari tahun1 lagi..uhuk....seminggu sahaja lagi i akan duduk dalam ni..seminggu...

meja study i yg sgt berjasa...huhuhu...

my cupboard...and the window..means a lot..meningkatkan semangat kejirananku..hihihi



meja kecil..di sponsor oleh sarra yep..hmm...actually ada tilam lagi 1 kat lantai ni, tmpat pembaringanku sambil mengadap laptop..but it wasn't there when this picture were taken..i put it outside sbb mau sapu lantai..huhuhu..


hehe..katil i ya..yg penuh ngn adik bradik bear tu..hmm..yg pink tu wasn't mine..teka2 la tuan die sapa ya..hmmm...owh, tilam tu spatutnya kat lntai tepi katil ni..tp xda masa ni, cian tilam, xdapat begambar masuk blog..hahaha



hehe..ni gmbar mngarut sket..blakang pintu tu biasa la, sluar2 begantungan..yg 2 bende bgantung kt dinding sebelah kiri tu award i dapat masa dinner..hahaha..tepi dia towel lap tgn yg i pnah tersilap, i gi wat lap muka lak..lol....x pasal2 kena basuh muka balik...huh, nampak gak baju kotor i yg dh pnuh dlm bakul tu....*shy*

i'm gonna miss u my bloody room...

BFC grand dinner Part 3

here are some of the great moment captured during the dinner....
(click on the picture to enlarged okay!)

*geng jahat*

*king n queen of karaoke*

*bukan baju sponsor*

*.."kini gemilang itu semakin pasti ku genggam...la..la..la..."...*

*lelaki itu*

to mum n dad...

i know my tears won't help

i'll pray for u both....

n i promise i won't let u down..

BFC grand dinner Part 2

*view from the entrance*

ok..sambungan k..hik..

i sampai Katerina Hotel a bit late that evening..people almost done eating...i sit on the front table, and had my dinner...
the mc are Jamal n Roma..they are cool..they are the one who made the dinner more fun and enjoyable..and sangat meriah...Roma the otai and Jamal the kelakar...
while Amir Akmal are the one who starts the karoke session..bravo amir...then followed by Shahir, Hiromi and beloved bf Raymond, me myself, Najib n Sarip, Sam n Huda, Sadat n Sarip, Syuk n Ijam..who else huh??i guess thats it.. the karoke session were punctuate with the award giving ceremony..

there were few awards that night..which are:

King of Cute -
Queen of Cute -

King of Aktif -
Queen of Aktif - Haryani

King of Ceria -
Queen of Ceria -

King of Blur - Ali
Queen of Blur - Malissa

King of Senyap - Poul
Queen of Senyap -

King of Skema -
Queen of Skema -

King of Kelakar - Jamal
Queen of Kelakar - Intan

King of Vogue -
Queen of Vogue -

King of Stylo - Capang
Queen of Stylo - Putet

King of Versatile -
Queen of Versatile -

King of Otai - Roma
Queen of Otai - Cinoi

King of Sempoi -
Queen of Sempoi -

King of Karoke - Shahir
Queen of Karoke - Cinoi

King of Kuat Makan - Ijam
Queen of Kuat Makan - Syazwani

King of Gelak Kuat - Zaid
Queen of Gelak Kuat -

King of Superhero - Sadat
Queen of Superhero - Jaja

King of the Night - Mat Leh
Queen of the Night - Hiromi

*note-the blank award tu i don't really remember who..so anyone are welcome to fill in the blank, then i'll edit later k..

we had a lots..and lots of photo shoot session..this will be one of the best memories of our 4 years here..even few people are missing that night, it doesn't matter...and even someone i dislike are present too, it also doesn't matter..i did enjoy that night..syabas to Roma, u really did a good job as the host of the night...and congrats for them who had been working so hard to made this dinner possible.......................

friends forever..........*bfb*

*bfp*

the preparation

well as for the grand dinner, i want it to be a special day...since i've been struggling these 4 years kan, to finished this degree..wlupon la blom habis lagi officially kan, but we re a few steps away to it..

i know..i know..this post should be earlier b4 this previous post kan..tp i'm rushing...

once i heard that there is going to be a dinner for us, i've already decided to shop something..and i pick Malacca to shop for this grand dinner..
.

ok la..i shop 4 the stuff i wear last night on saturday...yes..yes..yesterday..that's why I'm rushing..i shop at malacca u know..haiya...at 1st i decided to wear the kebaya nyonya, thats why i picked Malacca to shop for the final year dinner..my hubby are with me, helping me out, wlupon there is a bit misunderstanding pagi2 tu, tu yang start shoping lambat..Ajim n Sarah pon ada...tq all.*we had lunch at Johny's*

but then, after i saw all the kebaya, i don't think it suit me really well..yeewww..looks ugly and damn lame on me...after this, if i want to really buy one, i won't buy the ready made one..i'll buy the kain then hantar la jahit mana2 pon...

i took quiet a long time to choose the dress...because i already have something in my mind..yeah..that is me..if i want to shop something, like bags, shoes, i already have something in my mind that is not easy to find at any shop..hurmm...*caught by paparazi*

at 2pm then i get the dress
i know i'll wear it that night right after a glance at the dress
nampak je that dress "i am going to wear u tonight"
then pegi fitting room and try..wow!!
this is perfect..
lgpon malas mau pk2 lagi la..and tired..damn tired...


pastu i went for shoes lak..which i didn't get anything at all..i ended up wearing my available heels, which i bought few months ago in 2007..

then lastly, i looked up for a clutch..that suit the dress..ehem...i managed to get one from NOSE...a black clutch...

yeehaa...now i am ready for the dinner..we left from Malacca at 5 something..but hubby made a wrong turn, that we have to turn back to get to the right way...i reached home at 7 something..so..tak sempat la nak set rambut kan...

huhuh..i took about half an hour to get ready..evon do the make-up for me...

everything is just so fast....
tq all of u..who helping me out for the preparation for the dinner..tq....

BFC grand dinner Part 1

i just back home from my batch grand dinner at KATERINA HOTEL..

its fun, great, enjoy..best..sangat best..that no word can describe.

but cam something missing, let just me know it..

1st of all, i won 2 award which is QUEEN OF OTAI and QUEEN OF KARAOKE..

well...hehe...

i sang GEMILANG by JACLYN VICTOR tadi..

i'll blog lagi detail bout this later k..including the pixes

now i am damn tired...

final exam

waa...today is the first day for my last final exam...

i just back from construction management exam..
it is quiet ok la..

my next paper is on wednesday (16april)
then 17th, 18th, 29th

wish me luck.........

update..update

its been long since i last blogging..
i feel so..
it is because my internet router at home was damaged..
so maybe i won't be updating anything for these few days...

1st of all,
happy birthday to beloved mom..(10april)
i loooveee u so much..

and today,
i've finished all my lab test for final year project..
YYEEAAAYYYY!!!!
done..done..

starting tomorrow i will do the preparation for final exam...

and many things comes up too these few days..
i'll blog later then, okay..

(now i'm blogging kat umah org..huhuhuh)

umah sewaku

the guys that going to rent the house i'm staying came just now..

they want to buy all the stuff we have here, like fridge, study table, and lots more stuff..

after negotiating, we decided to give them 500rm for all..

imagine 5oorm sahaja dorg dapat 4 meja study, new fridge (we all beli segar dari kedai tau, toshiba gitu), 2 meja dapur, pinggan mangkuk, 4 chairs, and banyak lagi la harta dalam rumah ni..

hmm..bagi je la murah..kesian budak2 ni..

then, just few minutes later, murni pula datang, asking about this house..see, how hot this house is..wakakakaka..it is not just them who wanted this house, shara and the gang also did asked about this house..haiya...

this house were proven HOT....

but,
maknanya, tidak lama lagi we all kena la kosongkan rumah ni..
terasa semakin dekat masa itu..masa yang dinanti-nantikan selama ini..
maknanya, sekejap saja lagi, i habis disini..
rumah sewaku yang indah lagi hot ni..
hmm...gelaran tidak pernah dirampas sesiapa tuu..
hihihi....sekejapnya masa berlalu..
since habis 1st year, ni la tempat tinggal i di sini.
lots and lots and lots of memories, both bitter and sweet i've been gone through while living in this house..
dari start masa mula2 tinggal sini, masa semua masih bersatu,
berhuha-huha bersama, bergembira gelak tawa,
memasak,
bermain daun terup,
berkaraoke dalam rumah,
clubbing dalam rumah,
bbq,
itu semua yang manis2..
sampailah yang ke pahit-pahit
rasanya tidak perlu disebutkan disini..
kerana semuanya berakhir dengan baik walaupun tidak 100%
hahaha..
apa la yang i mengarut ni...

its been 3years..
haih rumah sewa ku..i am gonna miss u damn much..
in fact i already miss u..
and the people inside, the old them...

a bit relieved

glad that i've done my part for the concrete design project,
good luck to my other group members who struggling right now

glad that i've started typing my thesis,
good luck for myself for tomorrow hopefully-final lab test

glad that i've talked to mum about everything,
i loooove and miss u so much

glad that i have hubby who always being there for me,
thanks b.........mmuaahh!!!

shuh..shuh..

hey,
u and anyone are welcome here..
but don't make a stupid judgment from your tiny little brain,
if u don't love it here, the entry, the environment,
why don't u just leave..anyone..LISTEN!! its my blog, if u disagree with me, just leave ok
its simple...
everybody has their own opinion,
its my blog anyway (how many time should i repeat this??)
as i said earlier, click the 'x' button, or press Alt+F4,

and especially you, yes, i mean YOU
please stop involving other people in your business
if u dare to start, u will dare to face it, without begging for sympathize from other,
and without dragging other people to your problem,
why..are u scared??
because its u the one who start it first,
bare in mind, that i am not afraid of u..

come on, if u really dare to challenge me,
why don't u just leave your comment on my blog,
instead of involving and dragging people around,
look at u,
u are so pathetic..

come on..
live in real world,
don't mix one thing with another,
u should have known how to categorized your business

stop messing around
and please leave my blog if u are unhappy with it
stop bothering me..

i never care of u,
what u write
what u did
i do care of what u did to me,
because its involved me,
but i just expressed it through my blog,
and if u want me, to really show,
that i don't like u, u will get what u want,
as soon as u wanted it to,
don't u think it is better for me to expressed it here, instead of making any further action??

saya tidak kacau orang melainkan orang tersebut kacau saya dulu...sekian.

haven't

it's 11, and i'm just awake..

i supposed to still sleeping by now, because i sleep quiet late last night

but its just my brain is working, and i just can't close my eyes..damn!!!

because i'm worried..

final exam is around the corner

the concrete design project haven't done yet

so do my psm

the stuff prof ask me to submit, also haven't done yet

ok..relax..one by one ok...

Things to do :-

• design concrete project (progress 50%)

• psm (lab progress-90% , thesis progress 40%)

• final exam revision ( 0%)
  

bang bang boom!!!

weeks ago we are told by the faculty that there will be an exam called EXIT EXAM on friday, which is yesterday..and the questions based on all subjects we have learned since first semester of our first year..we are allowed to bring books during the exam, but not allowed to discuss it with other..

so..ok la..i didn't prepare anything at all..because i don't really had the mood on taking this exam..even when i'm about to leave the house before going to the exam yesterday, i didn't bring any books..but mela force me to bring some books then i bring like 5 books..

just when we arrived at DK F, we noticed a slide presentation in front, it a taklimat on the outcome-based-learning..stupid kan...

then the lecturer in-charge made an introduction

the lec : u are here today..is actually for...

suddenly my friends who seat on my row shout out loud BANG BANG BOOM!!!

the lec : hehehe... (and continued the taklimat)

ya la..it looks like they lied to us, to everybody..so that a large numbers of student will attend this so not interesting taklimat..they knew it, that students won't attend such taklimat during a soooo busy time like this..so, good strategy guys...u got me!!


not even 15minutes after the taklimat started, i went out, from the lecture hall, to have a drinks with my friends, at the nearest cafe..haha...and i even had roti telur..then we enter the lecture hall few minutes before the BANG BANG BOOM end...

(note : BANG BANG BOOM is a tv show that have the same concept with PUNK'D and quiet similar like JUST FOR LAUGH..hmmm)

serapuh-rapuh kerapuhan, sekuat-kuat kekuatan

serapuh-rapuh kerapuhan
dengan kehilangan part-time-job aku yg bernilai 200rm 2hari,
kerana kebengapan binarts tu kan..yg aku tulis kt blog aku tu opinioin aku, freedom of speech la bak kate org skrg, yg binarts tu trase lak tu pe kes...lol...smpai ngadu kat bos segala bagai, meraih undi ngn membelanja semua kengkawan opis..adeh la...
smpai binarts itu menagis-nangis u'ols..mnangis dpn tunang org..adeh la skali lg..aku x tulis pon name ko kt post aku tu, yg ko trase tu ape hal..btol la kate org, sape makan cili die la trase pedasnye..
ni blog aku, register sndrk kt google..email aku, password aku..suke ati la nk tulis pe..x suke, agkat kaki la (kat hujung atas sblh kanan window tu kan ade tanda 'x' click je kt situ..or tekan Alt + F4 )
geramnye i terlepas kerja 2hari yg senang, dengan gaji lumayan tu..


sekuat-kuat kekuatan
tapi bley g mampos ngan binarts tu..takkan skali kali melemahkan i k..
i makin kuat lagi, bila mengetahui rakan-rakan opis adalah di sebelah dan belakang saya..mereka sebelahkan saya ya...
dan maybe 200rm stp 2hari tu bukan la rezeki i..i redha..
i jadi kuat, kerna tidak perlu meraih undi dengan menggoreng kue teow utk dibawa ke opis supaya semua org bleh makan, or i tidak perlu membelanja semua orang nasi ayam sebagai lunch ye..tapi undi2 ko xdapat pon..
so..bley blah ngko..muka hodoh, perangai malu jew..dressing yyeeewww..tu ke ko kate ko blajar U n masih muda..ade hati ngn tunang org yg 2tahun lbh muda dr u..adeh la..

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serapuh-rapuh kerapuhan
final project i yg cam no-words-can-describe tu kan..ngan supervisor yg susah banget mau jmpa..
rase nk gila..isk...sehingga berhenti ke lab dlm tempoh lebih kurang 2minggu lamanya..

sekuat-kuat kekuatan
tidak i sedar, rupanya ade technician yg baik hati en.rahim, ade bf yg sgt baik slalu tlg-syauqi..and bnyk lagi benda best2 berbanding berjumpa penyelia..many other people can answer..so what more do i need, beside i have myself, my strength, before determining the soil shear strength..
ketiadaan penyelia di sisi nampaknya bukan masalah besar di situ..
aku harus kuat..

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serapuh-rapuh kerapuhan
projek baikpulih struktur..yg ahli group nya semua sempoi2 belaka..hingga terfikirkan yang mungkinkah projek i takkan siap..sehingga hampir ke masa presentation, ahli group masih lagi tidak nampak progress nya..

sekuat-kuat kekuatan
daripada tunggu-menunggu, i memulakan sendirian k..1/4 dikerjakan i seorang..beserta dengan meletak garis panduan, untuk memudahkan ahli lain menyiapkan projek tanpa perlu perbincangan...baki 3/4 lain dikerjakan oleh 6org lelaki yang lain..fair enough kan..
its ok..everything's gonna be alright..u are strong cinoi!!!

and..banyak lagi sebenarnya saya sedang hadapi sekarang...a lot..
i wish i am strong...

jika dunia..
aku yang punya..
akan ku dirikan..
sebuah syurga..malam tanpa siang..
untuk ku bermimpi sepanjang masa..
tanpa kecewa..bertemankan bintang yang setia..
bagaikan putri..kisah khayalan..
yang hidupnya suci dan sempurna..
tapi sayang..hanyalah impian..
bulan tak bisa tumbuh di taman..
dan bila..mentari datang..
pulanglah segala kenyataan..

KEGILAAN

en jahayah telah mengumumkan bahawa test kewangan adalah pada hari esok

dan saya sangatlah tidak bersedia

aarrggghhh..ini satu kegilaan yang tidak dapat dinafikan lagi

april fool abes..pndai ek, tiba-tiba test esok..

saya akan habis esok...

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