loosing for good

i feel that i am going to lose someone
adik yang dipanggil abg.. 1st son of the family..
getting married soon..
sungguh tidak i sangka... budak kecik yg i anta g tadika kemas dulu2..
yg menangis masa rmbut panjangnya smpai ke pinggang dipotong sbbkena masuk skolah..
yg berlari semula nak balik ke rumah sbb xnak g skolah tadika..
yg wlupon dh tggi lampai..masih lg i anggap budak kecik...
membina masjid dulu daripada i..
isk..isk..isk...
but if it is for good..yes it is..
i will try to accept it..
bro, i hope u learn something about life and responsibility..
may the force be with u..
and may God bless u..
and ingat mummy n daddy....