random sangat-sangat

1. sampai hari ni belum gaji lagi. apa la punya company.
2. sangat mengantuk ni. oleh kerana belum gaji, saya rasa berhak tidur di office ni kalau mengantuk.
3. lagu Falling For U by Colbie Caillat asyik terngiang-ngiang di telinga saya. kalau kamu dengar radio hitz.fm, 1 hari ntah berapa kali dia akan ulang lagu ni.
4. semalam aku tak sempat jumpa Isma, dia datang KK for 1 night only. ada meeting. huhuhu :(
5. aku rasa bulan ni dan bulan-bulan seterusnya hingga hujung tahun aku akan bersopan tanpa berjoli. sebab semuanya memerlukan duit. aku perlu berjimat. haish.
6. aku sebenarnya memang tiada idea mau menulis. tapi aku rasa ingin sangat menaip untuk blog harini. so aku teruskan saja niat aku.
7. aku ada kemukakan satu persoalan di facebook. ramai juga bagi jawapan dan idea bijak. i like.
8. ok.bye
9. eh aku rindu someone.
10. bye. betul-betul punya.

its never too late

kalau kamu mau tau, update tentang aku holiday haritu belum habis lagi.

ni last part. title dia CATCHING UP WITH FRIENDS. ya lo, sekali sekala pegi sana mestilah sempatkan jumpa mana-mana yang sempat. kalau Shiro tu confirm confirm la jumpaaaa kan.

ok 1st kat parit raja, batu pahat, johor. jumpa minah senget tapi cun nih.hahaha.lunch sama.

ada kesilapan teknikal masa ambil gambar ni. nasihat orang, ambil gambar duduk jauh-jauh sikit kalau dengan orang yang cun (cun mcm baju kelabu di atas). kalau dekat-dekat nanti nampak sangat muka kau buruk sial. beza. aku sepatutnya mendengar nasihat. she was mekap-less, but still look good. oh, maybe sebab ni pakai camera handfon, sebab tu my face look uhukuhuk, tak berapa cantik. hahaha. sekarang cinoi pandai salahkan handfon pula. eh lupa, nama dia NurDiana. maaf, sudah berpunya ya.

then, masa jalan-jalan di kuantan pula, di TC, jumpa mamat ni. ex-housemate Syauqi, ermm ex-housemate aku la juga kiranya.

yang di tengah-tengah tau, nama dia Zubir. yang baju kuning tu terang terangnya Shiro. ini betul-betul terserempak punya. masa jalan-jalan dekat TC. kesian dia, Shiro tipu dia cakap aku dengan Syauqi sudah kahwin. and Zubir percayahahahaha.

lepas tu jumpa my ex-housemate pula dekat alamanda. siapa tak kenal Roy-hati-kau-keras. hehehe. ini awek dia, Pamela Ivan

sila abaikan kimono dress yang buat aku kelihatan macam mengandung tu. Mela pula still masih kecil. few hours saja lepak dengan Mela.

and yang akhir sekali, budak kecik yang lama gila betul sudah aku tidak jumpa. jumpa dekat rumah Syauqi di Nilai. just berhubung tru web sometimes, and tru phone everyday, Sara gilos. ok. tak komersial langsung kan tempat bergambar, di mamak. masa tu dah lewat malam asyik berborak lapar pula. so pergi ke mamak berdekatan. dekat blog Sara dia ada update pasal jumpa aku ni. and lebih banyak gambar kami di sana. gagagagaladygaga. pergi la tengok dekat blog dia ya.

ok. itu saja. bye. eh jap, ramai lagi sebenarnya yang janji nak jumpa tapi tak kesampaian. kita yang merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan. and actually masa flight baru sampai Senai, pergi makan malam dengan Sharul Nakal, and awek dia Aina. tapi tiada ambil gambar. lupa ai. rupa Sharul sudah macam indon dekat site dia.hahaha. jangan marah.

ok.bye.

xoxo

Cinoiqilavigne

hai

am back
and stronger than before.
u wanna know why?
well, it's a long story.

how i missed my best friend’s wedding.

My facebook status on Saturday

then at 2.30pm, they announced that the flight (KK - Tawau) will be delayed to some time that will be announce soon. and they asked the passenger to have free food at McD. i said to the person in-charge there “i don’t want McD, i want to fly NOW”

30minutes later, they announced that the flight delayed to 8pm. that is when i started crying. i was all ready, with make ups and baju kebaya. i cried, went to the toilet, crying while i get changed to t-shirt and jeans.

i texted Aci to tell them (my friends who was waiting for me at the airport) to just go to the wedding, and do not call me because iam crying. tapi Joyah getek-getek juga call ai, terus burst lagi my tears.

and my fight was actually delayed to 11.15pm. MAS sekarang ni pun sudah macam ombak. jahat! my flight was delayed for 10hours. and i missed my best friend’s wedding.

at 4.30pm i called Amy (the bride) to tell her that i can’t make it, but we ended up crying on the phone.

anyway, i wanna wish her Congratulations, and may she live happily ever after, be a super great wifey n mother.

oh ya. i managed to met her the day after the wedding. we lepaking at her place like for a few hours.

well, congrats again. and to you people out there, beware of MAS.

xoxo

Cinoiqilavigne

how to start your monday?

answer:

1) hangout with your friends on Sunday night.

2) eat a big meal during the hangout session

3) go to another place to lepak after the 1st venue, for dessert. make sure the place you choose has very tasty dessert. dessert that can make you fat. and happy too.

4) see. now you and your friends will be happy on Sunday night (look at those happy faces at the bottom of this pic). at least can cover up your Monday-blues-to-be-. good luck on Monday. and happy trying on Sunday night.

The end.

Love,

Cinoiqilavigne

mimpi yang mati

sebelum apa-apa, aku tegaskan, aku memang maklum dan faham bahawa kita yang merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan.

i know. i know.

i never felt this down. like when my friends is complaining about this and that, i always tell them to be positive, that every clouds has silver linings, every problems has its own solution, its not the end of the world, oh c’mon that's normal! and some other motivating words from me.

but when it happens to me. yeah i mean me, myself, God its hard to accept. i’ve been planning about this like the whole half year. when i heard that my plan won’t be as what i plan, my brain can’t function well, my heart is another story. my heart pounded faster and faster. and my eyes, you know,tears. perkara yang saya tunggu-tunggu, yang saya letak seantero rasa dan tumpu saya ke itu, sedang perlahan-lahan mati. how i am able to accept. but i know i have to. today is such a long week. and last night was such a long night. i was like “no cinoi you are not breaking, you are tough, happy go lucky, and positive, this is not a big issue” i keep telling myself that. but myself was not listening. felt like throwing everything from the 3rd floor. cinoi is down!

and to make it worst, i left my phone at home today. perfect!

(sudah la sedang down, fon pula tiada di sisi, and have to work hard di ofis supaya tak ingat fon)

am looking forward to see the silver lining. i’ll tell you guys when i figure that out.

C

07-10-1949

selamat harijadi ke-60

untuk daddy!!!

KASSIM BIN ADIN

semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki.

thanks for everything, its un-pay-able.

Love,

Cinoi

@

Sri Noor Astika Mala bte Kassim

and dad! thanks for the name. i love.

1 year of patient without passion

on this very date, a year ago (06102008), was my 1st day working here.

thanks to my Boss who willing to take a zero-experience-graduates to work for/with him. dan sila jangan lupa naikkan gaji saya hujung bulan ni. terima kasih.

*my boss*

*his son*

oh kenapa gambar boss n anak dia ada sini?? hehe. gambar-gambar ni semua duriing the house warming di kondo boss last saturday :)

*me* hahahahahaha

oleh sebab itu, saya tolong boss di sini. siapa mau rumah sewa, boleh la sewa rumah dia (Jesselton Kondo) RM8k 1 bulan ok (rujuk gambar di bawah)

*lagi show off gambar sendiri*

fully furnished. bullet proof window glass.

*oh i love the picture on the wall – night view of Kota Kinabalu from SUTERA HARBOUR.

ok. sudah la. habis.

xoxo,

Cinoiqilavigne

raya tak puas

since balik KK ni. baru 1 rumah saja beraya. ya. SATUmalaysia. keshiannn. terima kasih RUMAH TERBUKA NO.18 TAMAN KHIDMAT. terima kasih Mimi Una.

*thanks to Chiqi for the nice pic*

xoxo,

Cinoiqilavigne

sengal ubi kentang. gila bosan.

tips : gerakkan saja mulut dan bibir walaupun tak hafal lirik. bilang miming (eh gitu ka eja maiming)

actress: Miss i-can-always-answer-ur-call-even-tho-iam-recording-my-dancing & Miss i-dont-giv-a-damn-of-peeps-around-like-im-alone-in-d-crowd.

video di atas cubaan pertama. macam gila.

video di atas ni pun macam haram juga, seperti 2ekor yang berada di bilik berasingan disatukan gambar mereka. kau kau la. aku aku. siap llew jawab fon, aku bleh teruskan beraksi. mcm har betul.

video di atas ialah cubaan terakhir pada malam tersebut. lady gaga konon. mulut time intro takleh blah. walaupun ada suara-suara orang di seat belakang yang sedang bergayut di tepon, itu tidak menghalang kami. sepertinya tiada orang langsung di situ kami kerjakan. kebolehan namanya. memang sudah penat, mata pun mengantuk. di nimi 03:29 sampai 03:35 aku sangat suka, itu ialah aksi otromen fire musuhnya (in case kamu tidak faham)

ok la. bye

xoxo,

Cinoiqilavigne