this past 10 years

Sitting here makes me think about my past 10 years...

ok..lets start when i was 12....i got an excellent result in UPSR..and offered to a boarding school 2 and a half hours away from home....when i received the offer, i was already a month in a chinese secondary school...when i ask mummy and daddy should i accept the offer or not, daddy ask me to decide it myself....so i said, i wanted to give it a try....still remember daddy said "ok but no turning back" at that time i was thinking, why would i want to turn back, boarding school must be great..

naahhh..there u go..masuk la boarding school..and surprisingly for me, unsurprisingly for my family, i cried the whole 1st week at the boarding school...i got a hot fever...i felt like dying there, missed home damn crazy much..the hostel has a big problem with water supply, selalu tiada air..aiya...and the hostel building n room, at that time, was so buruk, macam haunted je..the food at the dining hall, erk...tasteless...i always miss home, no tv, no delicious food, nothing..so then i understand why he said no turning back..and i went home on the first weekend(balik bermalam)..but am afraid to tell my dad i wanted to quit...

but i think, that is the last time, for this past 10 years, that i missed , really missed home, like crazy...

i had my 1st bf when i was in Form 2, school netball player since form 2 until form 5, school high jumper, melompat-tinggi sampai state level , 1st smoke also when i was in form 2..
kantoi dating, tindakan disiplin, tidur di hostel or sick bay time skolah or prep class...fly...outing without permission..melawan cikgu...and for the record, i start doing my prepare class di bilik guru disiplin since i was in form 1, when the other student in there was a form 3 n 4 student....very the nakal kan...les just say i start my life there...

i finished my 5years there, with trillions memories that wont fade away, with ups n downs...i made it...

with my spm result, got offered to go the the matriculation in Labuan..again, i left home...from my place i had to take 2 flight to reach Labuan, sandakan-kk, kk-labuan....
1 year in Labuan was hell honeymoon-enjoyable-crazy-lunatic year we've been through..me n my frens from boarding school get along very well together..we had an every-weekend-crazy activities..lagipun everything is cheaper in Labuan...saya jarang sekali balik ke kampung, hari raya aidiladha pun i stayed in Labuan...we overnight at the hotel apartment in town, almost every week..xtau bila masa study..haih...luckily, i passed...the matriculation...ffuhhh...

but i didnt stay home for long, i was offered to go to UTHM, formerly known as KUITTHO in batu pahat..hmmm....aku berpergian lagi...this time for 4 years.this time around, i only went home for hari raya aidilfitri..ouwh, ada 1 raya i tidak balik, 2005, i celebrated raya in batu pahat...the mid-sem break, sem break, and other holiday i spent in semenanjung, sometimes at my aunt's place in kl, sometimes at my sis place in kuantan.sometimes i travel around, usually for the sport i played....there are more shit, great, fun things happened during this 4 years......i even had a semester without loan because of the below 2 pointer..sux..luckily (i always need luck), i managed to grad on time....

i finished my final semester in MAY, but only went home in sandakan, in august....

ok..lets sum it up

5 years boarding school + 1 year matriculation + 4 years in U + not going back for holiday = ??

how many days i was home for this past 10 years??

n not just that, i went home at the end of august, i wast there during the fasting month september, and 6 days of hari raya, and now i am here in KK, 6hours from sandakan...in front of my pc at the office, waiting for the break (can't wait) ...*sleepy and bored*